I'm back for a short post. Seems like i had been neglecting arebound AGAIN. I'm sorry but i couldn't find the time even though i am always on the computer. Mid Year Examinations is only weeks away but as usual, i am not prepared. My main concern is Maths and English. Alahai E8 for Common Test is enough for me. Been busy with school most of the time. I am not spending my time well.

I will come again if i have the time. Stay tune~

for haters

Don't hate me because I wasn't who you thought I was or who you wanted me to be. From start to finish you never knew the real me.

Let's get back to my private Tumblr, http://offyourlimits.tumblr.com/. I don't want to hurt anyone with my words.

More to private Tumblr, for now. :) Figure it out hah bye

HI SADNESS ACTIVATED BACK AGAIN DON'T TALK TO ME SUCKS PRO ME DON'T CRY HANNAH YOU'LL BE OK

“Love is when that person reaches for your hand but touches your heart. It’s when, if the person wasn’t with you, you’d fall apart. Just seeing the person should be a treat. You cant get them out of your mind. When your around them, you feel safe. You can tell them anything, and you tell them everything. You always want to be with them. When you hear their voice, it soothes you inside. You don’t have to be “cool” around them; you can just be yourself! You miss them even if you just talked to them five minutes ago. You dream about them and can’t sleep at night ‘cause you’re thinking of them. You talk about them and your friends have to tell you to shut up. If you hug or kiss them, you definitely feel something. You can’t get enough of that person. Love isn’t just a word.”

Yayyyyy passed Matrices test. 9/14 AGAIN! Ms Yong said i'm showing a lil improvement and i'm gonna keep moving. Passed Social Studies CT too 13/25 but fuck care. I don't really give a damn about Humanities but i want to ace it. 'O' levels only. Now, focusing on Art coursework. Such a fuss.

K that's all. I know that we're falling apart, babe. Fuck it~

i'm posting just to tell you that i love my desktop hehehehe such a cutie k byezx

Friday after school was funnnnnnny. Feefit, Myra, Tina and i got our own way of laughing. HAHA! A suayy day too because kanchiongly seal ciggs but in the end nothing but it's better to be save than sorry whatzx. Phobia of police already since the Friday incident. At night got religion class and i found out that Bibik got a specialty. Alaaa she got alot of specialty lh. Don't want to say it out here.

Today, tuition at 10am until 11++ going to 12pm. HAHA classic hand. Tsk3. Paisey sia!!!! Tina should know. Had our brunch at Long John Silver. Yummm ^^ Then walked to St83. Tina went home while me, to Auntie's house. Told Bibik to read* a list people cause i was really curious and i think it's for my own good too. Planned to slack with Myra but i was already falling alseep so i decided not to. Sorry! Me and my nap got alot of obstacles. Cannot nap peacefully sia thanks to Cousins and Bibik. Haha Bibik one funny.

Bibik , " Nana nana, Rijal melamar bibik!! " She was really happy
Hannah, " Uh?? Kk nanti saya bangun Bibik bilng saya. Saya nk tidur. " I was smiling too -.- Make her happy also lh.

Seconds later, i was already asleep. Freaking tired i don't know why. Reached home at 11pm sharp.

Sunday is do my homeworks day. English and more english. Fuck it.

Me very happy with me new private blog. Not really private. Figure out the password and access granted. Heh ;) But nah, it is for me self.

Yesterday, had a movie date. It was really awkward at first but as time goes by, gotten pretty used to it. Watched Valentine's Day and it was two thumbs up!! Thanks for the treat~ ♥ I had a great time with you. Next what?? Study group... I don't care, teach me Maths! Hah :P Oh ya, Zahryn saw us. Urghhhhhhhh -.-

K lh.. You do not need to know my feelings. Here no privacy. ^^ The last scene was the highlight of the day uh. HAHA CANNOT BREATHE k byezx

Yesterday went swimming and Hanis joined us too. Had to bring her along lh cause no one at home. Stupid bitch!!!!!!! Swam till 6.45pm and showered. Sent Hanis home before going to Downtown East. Slacked at NeBo instead of having our dinner. Ordered Ice Cream Waffle cause it's like appetizing but actually.... The taste nothing special. -.- The waffle tasted so floury. Shared half of it with the girls. Bought food for family and headed home. Waited for 358 like for half an hour.

Then got this group of Malay teenagers, KIMAK!! Step gerek to the maxx sia. Satu-satunye suare bopleh tempat tekak. -.- One of them talked so loud so i stared him. Then his friend right.... SAPPPPPPPP DASYAT. Terus buka kepak, jalan satsat(nak tunjuk belang lh tu). I gave him this one yucks face then jeling maha jeling punya. Nyahhh i can't stand this type of people. I know there's a mixed of English and Malay but i cannot be bothered to translate. Really tired now.

Today, swimming with the girls, Feefit and Myra. Tina can't join us. :(
Tomorrow, catching Valentine's Day with <3. Haha
Then onwards, back to school babe.

AND there's homeworks for me to do. Tuition homeworks is totally a different story. Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 13 questions on Circles!!! -.-

Fucker. You're not part of our family line so you better fucking stay out of our family issues. You're just an outsider, come to MY Auntie's house to teach us how to recite prayers. You don't fucking think you're a part of us. So what you're a Ustad??????? You think you're religious, you can say whatever the fuck you want to?? Don't fucking push it to the limit. You're really testing my patience. Stop insulting people lh. Even if you're close to Allah and your attitude like this, you can fucking forget about your placing in Heaven k. What goes around comes around. STOP getting in Danial's head and STOP interfering our family's issue and STOP insulting. Isn't your wife from Indonesia??? ISN'T SHE LIVING OFF FROM YOUR PAY AS A USTAD?? :) AT LEAST MY AUNTIE'S HELPER IS WORKING AND EARNING MONEY HERSELF. I DOUBT YOUR WIFE HAVE KNOWLEDGE TOO. OPPS xD Therefore, think twice before talking. YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS AND SAY IN THIS FAMILY. WE PAY YOU TO TEACH US K.

K donezx yaw

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Thanks girls. Love you all~ Feefit, a big thank you. I'm sorry i cried like a bitch on your shoulder. And the other 4 for the comforts. Thanks a lot.

After all this, i got to stop thinking about it. Been crying alot nowadays. Urghhhhh~

Happy 16th Bday, februaryrecords!!!! Love

Hi i decided to edit this post here and there and i dislike you now

I hope i will pass English CT cause i practically stared into blank space for a good few minutes planning mentally. I can't plan on paper. Sorry but that isn't my way. I flunked Maths CT and am so disappointed. Right after receiving it back, i wept to sleep and woke up at the end of the lesson. Ms Y talked to us and gave advices. Thanks, really! Passed borderline for Malay CT. Getting god damn lousier. -.- Combined Science was ok. Physics, tricky but i scored 19/30 and Chemistry was pretty manageable. Social Studies, i think i am going to get a F. Left with what? History. Urgh~

XO

Hi. I am not posting for a day or two. Tomorrow, tuition and class decoration(maybe). Wednesday will be English and Mathematics Common Test and!! English Prelim Oral. Thursday, Social Studies and Combined Science.

I guess that is it? K bye

Decided to go for Maths tuition yesterday. Did half of November 2000 'O' level paper and it was manageable. Had our dinner at Tampines' KFC. Didn't want to eat there at first but i can't resist the aroma. Haha! Fickle-minded. Took 291 instead of walking to St83. Tina headed home while i went to Auntie's house. I practically fell asleep there while playing with Zeke and Zami. Huda and i reached home close to midnight.

Tuition again today. After 2hours of it, we went to have our brunch at Tampines. Oh ya! HAHA.

Tina, "Lelaki tu teringatkan aku M-------(we saw a guy)."
Hannah, "M------- teringatkan aku rokok. Rokok teringatkan aku police. Police teringatkan aku PARIAH(Tina said this too&we were already laughing). Pariah teringatkan aku Halloween. Ou!!!(i accidentally kicked the staircase&Tina laughed at me)"

Drank Teh Peng again~ ^^ To Popular where Tina bought the necessities. Looked through revision books and i'm gonna save money for them. Rushed home because Huda's going out. Taught Hanis Maths and i went online for awhile after that. Stopped using and did homeworks. I'm done with Maths and English(kinda). Yay me! Now, chatting and TweetDecking.

Who's birthday is up????? It's februaryrecords'~

Today sucks. Bloody pariah!! Lucky us, we were given a chance. Told Abah the truth and it went fine. Phew~ Currently, chatting with Vanessa, Tina and NAZ. Still deciding whether to go for tuition or not. God damn lazy today. I don't know why. :/ I had a bad day, basically. I have not been tweeting much lately. Not that i am no longer into it but ya... It's really over capacity.

I got 6/18 for Standard Deviation Cumulative Frequency test. Unexpected cause i usually get 0, 1 or 2 only. I know it's really pathetic. -.- Miss Yong said, "Don't be disheartened. Keep trying." Something like that lh. Touched. Heh xD

Actually... I don't know what to post about. Lastly, I LOVE NAZRI SAMSUDIN(haha fake!). K bye

Above is soooo true. The world is really upside down.

Just now after study time, waited for Dawnna and Vanessa to be done with oral and we met Zahryn, Ade and Rusydi outside school. Went to Downtown East by bus and pretty much slacked there till 6pm. I guess it was fine... Walked to interchange with Zahryn and Rusydi while the others took bus 3 home. Boarded 359 together with Zahryn. We sure did talked alot about the boys. Muahahahaha. LJ somemore. _|_

My current Personal Message - YOU'RE ONE FUCKING JERK LH SIAL. Boy oh boy, i can't deny that.

I'm loving it~
School was fine because it ended at 12.30pm! During Physics i was feeling sick but got better all thanks to Nouffy's panadol. Took 2pills and my headache wasn't that bad after that. PE was (fun)ny!!! Table Tennis with Vanessa, Dawnna and Karlid but after a short break, we played high. If you get what i mean.... Maths before and after recess. We had a class test on Standard Deviation Cumulative Frequency and i think i'm gonna flunk it. The weather is really affecting my mood to study. Last 2periods, English with Miss Hendon in the library. We had to speak in English and it was pretty weird. Fiyy bastard!! I fell asleep last few minutes. He knocked on the table so hard that i jerked and they laughed at me. Good job!

After school, went out to have our daily dosage. HA.HA kawan kau sendiri kata dengan kau tak mau step gerek. Budo pnya Mok. :P After that went back to school to take my Ez-Link card from Mr B. No detention for me. ^^^^^ Bought Mocha Ice Blended at West Plaza and headed home with Tina. Waited with her for the bus and rushed to fetch Hanis from school. Showered and now i'm eating Pringles seaweed. Yum~

Nope, i didn't cry because of you but i cried because you called me a word that i abhor sooooooo much. I cried because why can't people just get over MY past when i've been trying so hard to and you people have to rake it up. I hate you now. I really do.

Especially you fat jerk!!! I can drag you into jail anytime i want to. Trust me. I can and i will. Just one more time, sweetheart. ;)

This is Dawnna, my good friend.

School has been fine so far. Common Test week coming right up soon and i got to revise. I LOVE ART!!! We're doing tie dye for now. Luckily we're under Mr Mohd and not Mdm Chan.... HA.HA pity Mdm Chan students. :P

I don't want to always be updating about school cause it's really dry but i have no other choice. Homework almost every single day. I know this isn't the way i want to live my life but do i have a choice? NO. It's either now or never.

I have homeworks to complete. Good night~

I can't upload pictures for now but i'll find a way.

This was sometime ago so, ignore.

Stayed in school till 3pm on Friday to complete Maths homework. Reach home and continue doing homeworks. Spent hours on it. On Saturday there was tuition with Tina in the morning till noon. After then, we headed to Century Square to have our lunch. Bought Famous Amos too. ^^^^^^ Happyhappy! Slacked till 6pm and walked to Auntie's house for religion class. Homed at 10. Today, woke up at 3++ and was at home alone. Then started doing homework and all after lunch.

Next week onwards, most of my time will be totally occupied with studies, studies and more studies. Tuition and religion class will be twice and study time thrice in a week. So much of being sixteen. It isn't so sweet after all.

I will post once i upload pictures into computer ok?? Need my sleep. XO

We're officially done and over with Super Teen but i am not happy!! I want more of it. It made me cry for 2days straight you know(no boy can do this) and i can tell you that the bond between parents and i are much better now. Not saying that it isn't good in the beginning but it definitely changed.

School was as pernormal today and all of us attended school. Yes, all. Even though Super Teen ended later than usual, we made it for school. BUT... All of us were practically half awake for lessons. Mrs Warrier is really understanding. She knew that we're falling asleep and so she allowed us to sleep and walk around for A minute. The minute she started talking, back to sleepy mode. Shall not type a long post lh. People will get bored of it. So, chao~~

I LOVE SUPER TEEN!!!!! DO YOU??

Woke up at 8.15am, prepare and etc till 9+++. Waited for Tina to reach Pasir Ris but i was still late. It's either i'm on time or late. Took 359 to St13 and had our tuition till 1 or less. Met Feefit at MRT Station and proceeded to Bugis to meet Mr Mohd and others there. Walked to NAFA and it wasn't what i expected it to be though. :/ Overall, it was fine. Trained all the way to Yew Tee to meet up with Nuyul, Dy and Amirah. Sat somewhere and did what we did. Took the train again back to Pasir Ris. It was a longggggggg journey but it wasn't a bore. Online and chatted with Tina, Feefit and Hairul but i'm going off now.

Have a good day~

Next week, for 3days, Super Teen Workshop. Morning till night will be in school with mates. Hopefully it gonna be fun lh. If not.... Can die of boredom.

Happy 15th Birthday, Dene Firzanna!♥

I'm busy with school so, understand alright. Till then~~

During school today.

Maybe i should post when i'm using the computer to keep arebound.bs.com alive. Yes? No? We'll see.

On Thursday, Temasek Polytechnic. Friday, Republic Polytechnic. As for Saturday, Republic Polytechnic > Causeway Point > Singapore Polytechnic > Ngee Ann Polytechnic > Bugis. Walked alot but it was worth it though. I may be like this and like that but i have big dreams!!! And i'll make it come true. It's always now or never. Agree? :)

Since Abidah's lesson, klimaks. Go figure~~

Tired and body's aching but i have to complete Distinction in English. I hate English!! Mrs Ng still owe us 30minutes. Bitch. School's not fine at.all. Sucks hardcore. Homework almost everyday. Every lesson, give 101% attention. Especially Maths!! Except for Malay because it's boring and i'm sitting with \m/ people! Gonna have tuition soon for Maths only. Others, i know i can handle myself.

K bye. If not... On&on about school life. Totally dull

I'm back for more :) As you know i'm sitting for 'O' level this year, i may not be here that often but no harm trying.

I was at http://xoann.tumblr.com/ through out. I bet you didn't manage to find me after all this while. Right?? Hah. Maybe i'm back for long but maybe not. I can't decide which i should stick with. I prefer Tumblr but i've been with Blogger for 2years or so.

Senior year started days ago in a blink of an eye. We grow up and get old, don't we? It's only the 3rd day and i'm feeling the pressure. :( Homeworks and tests here and there. We're receiving our 'O' level Art question paper this coming week!!!!! And every.single.day, every.single.teacher will be reminding us continuously that we have to be FOCUS. So, i'm staying positive about that.

I want to go to Polytechnic and after that, University. Don't forget license! I want to ride a bike. Insya'allah! Nothing is impossible, remember? ^^

This year, no jerks&no boys. No means no. Study&study&study&i got no time to waste

MOVED

life's a bitch. if it's a slut, it would be much easier.

Hey. I'm not officially back here but Vanessa is bugging me to update my blog. So, yeap.

On Monday, met up with Hadina just to accompany her to go and cut her hair. Rushed home after that since i have to get ready for chalet. Thanks for the treat babe! :) Went down and Atuk fetched us. Reached Aranda Country Club and first day wasn't fun much. Ika, Becca and Margareth came by and followed Ika home to take her stuffs. Came back and swam for minutes as it rained. Back to the chalet, we had tea. Grandparents came with cooked food and another meal for the day, dinner.

Second day, woke up and straight away went swimming. - Normal routine - Slept late because i was online through out.

Next, went home in the afternoon to help Mama with foods for BBQ cum Huda's birthday celebration. Fetched Qistina, Ayda and Nina at Downtown East. Ate with them since i was xtremely famished. Out again to fetch Auntie. Lastly, Dawnna and Nouffal. I thought i invited Nouffal and therefore, i don't mind if he came uninvited. Sorry! Vanessa reached awhile later. Slacked at the rooms available and slowly, Dawnna and Nouffal left. Abel dropped by after his work for awhile. Vanessa stayed till 1.30am and Hanif, Ika and i walked her home. Web-camed with Qistina and Dydi before going to sleep. The chalet was chaotic because Huda's friends stayed over.

Woke up early and rotted in room with laptop and a cup of hot drink. I was feeling restless most probably because i slept late. All of them went out except for Abah and i. When they're back, they made a din and suddenly, went quiet. Guess what? They fell asleep all of a sudden. -.- Minutes later, it was me. The only person who's still awake was Ika. Slept for merely an hour and........
The Kandang Boys came crashing. I decided to accompany the younger ones swimming and therefore, had to ditch the boys for them. Brought along laptop and used it there. Was an impromptu plan to actually swim with them. Had activities and now, my shoulder's hurting like fuck. Saw Vanessa on my way back to the chalet. Showered and had dinner. After all those, we went to Downtown East's BK with Ika tagging along as Vanessa wanted to grab something to fill her stomach. She seems bonded with all my lil' cousins and they seem to like her alot. Yes, alot. She's still here anyways even though it's already 4.44am.

Enough of words, it's pictures time~~~~~

Vanessa Ang says (12:13 AM):
oh haha
i going sch tmrw
ஜ withαnna says (12:14 AM):
whyy??
Vanessa Ang says (12:14 AM):
my mom ask me to go
Vanessa Ang says (12:15 AM):
so i go lor
at home also nth to do
ஜ withαnna says (12:15 AM):
ohh.the teacher called?
Vanessa Ang says (12:15 AM):
nola
just go
entertain the sch lor
ஜ withαnna says (12:15 AM):
haha
i not gg sia

Haha this was weeks ago and she didn't go eventually